So here it is folks. I lied today. I knew that it was wrong and before I could stop myself, I just blurted it out. It would have been totally acceptable to tell the truth and they would have understood, but sometimes things just get blurted out before you can real them back in.
So here is the run down. As I was leaving my apartment this morning I thought to myself for two seconds that I should make a lunch. Since I hadn't been to the grocery store for a week or so and had been home all weekend for General Conference, I didn't bother to go to the grocery store to get food for this week. I caved and decided that I would just buy lunch at work today.
At work, I realized that I had a free pizza from Pizza Hut that I could use. So I ordered a cheese pizza from the creepy cashier guy that has been known to previously stalk girls in my office. To my luck, I had to wait for the pizza to bake. As I was waiting, another guy came over to talk to me. I recognized him as one of my students that comes into my office that me an
d my co-workers assist. We started a conversation. The conversation started out something like this.....
Boy: "So it looks like it is a pizza day."
Me: "Yep, that it is."
Boy: "Well, I was just getting a tuna foot long from Subway and saw you over here. Do you remember my name?"
Me: "Yeah," and I proceeded to tell him what it was.
In my mind the thoughts go like this. Tuna? Really? You trust someone to make a decent tuna sandwich? That is the last thing I would trust someone with. Also, what is he really after? Oh yeah his file is in the problem section at work. I know exactly what he is going to ask me now and I know what he needs to do to get out of the problem section. Here is the next thing he says.
Boy: "Hey, want to get a Jamba sometime.......by the way, what's your name again?"
I swear that that was the farthest thing that I was expecting and before I knew it I blurted things right out.
Me: "Sorry, I can't."
Thinking end of conversation, right?
Boy: "Why you dating someone?"
I should have seen that one coming. This is where a normal person would tell the truth right instead of burying themselves deeper right?
Me: "Kind of....."
Boy: "Kind of means that you are still looking."
Me: "Well we are pretty much to that point, but just haven't made it official yet. Thanks for asking though."
Boy: "Okay, well it was nice running into you."
I still had to wait for my pizza and he had gone back to his table. I didn't want to be rude and text somebody my story because I would be afraid to hurt his feelings more. So what do you do while waiting for your pizza that is taking forever and a day to make.
I'm just a girl who can't say no. It would have been so much easier to say that I don't go on date with students that I help. Instead of lying about how I am dating someone, even though I clearly am not. I have talked to guys about how to best turn down a guy and they always say that guys like it to them straight. It will hurt for a bit, but they get over it soon. As a girl, its hard to say no out right because I don't want to hurt their feelings. I lied and I feel horrible, but it made for an eventful lunch.